So i have reached a crucial turning point in my life. The days of drugs and parties are all but over but i know there are many more adventures yet to come. I will always have these memories and be able to look back on them and be like "Damn I had some crazy times". But with each ending there is a new beginning, in this case new life. A son. I cant say I was "ready" for this, but is anyone ever really ready for it? Even the person who feels the most ready may in turn actually be the least. Mixed emotions cloud my mind, fear, nervousness, excitement, curiosity. I want to be the best i can for this child and i will stop at nothing to make it so. I feel as though life has lacked any meaning or purpose before now. Now with this new sense of purpose i feel ready to take on the world and actually do something with my life. So now i am searching for an alternate outlet sense i am so used to partying all the time, thus the writing. In truth a would prefer a guitar but any creative outlet will do. To new beginnings.